School sports

So judging from the title you can see we had school sports today, athletics, eww.
Its the same every year I do athletics, I go there, I suck, maybe get a third placing some where in the 100m B sprint (but remember that's no achievement, because their are only about 10 people in my age group) and then I think to myself "Whoa, Tu, you are fat and unfit and will never win anything. This time next year how about you actually get of your fat ass and actually do something so you can compete in more then the throwing events the next year?" Of course I do not get fit and of course the next year the cycle starts all over again.

I'm actually not fat though, I'm quite skinny, just unfit. I don't understand. Thank god I'm good in the water though otherwise my team would disown me.

But we won today, yay! :)

So I really want to say since next year will be my last athletics ever I should honestly try and get fit for them and win age group champion, especially since I won't have the grade above to contend with next year, but if I say its what I'm going to do and try for two weeks and give up then that's really going to suck balls.

Also you know those pretty girls that will do anything to be skinny and pretty and popular, well I've got no shortage of those sorts of girls in my grade and they love nothing more then looking good, winning, and being good in sports. They have been running and cycling and eating celery sticks for years. I would only have one year, I would never catch up. It would be impossible.

I have soooo much homework and school to catch up on since I haven't been able to go for ages.

Also I brought my xbox into my room and, obviously, hooked it up into the table in my room, so hopefully since I spend all my time in here doing work and sleeping and napping and wasting time on the internet I should find a bit more time to be on it. Hopefully.

My muscles hurt, god I'm weak, I really should take up that goal one day.

Its worse seeing the people that always win and having to sit there and clap like a loser.

I don't even know what to say about today.
This is about all I did
sorry

xo